Livestock

I intend for this blog to be a grimoire of sorts and an exploration of how my spirituality and sexuality intersect and enhance one another. To an outsider, the first question someone might reasonably pose is “Book of the Bull?” Why “Bull?” As my readings into mythology by Joseph Campbell relate to me, symbols often … read more

Guises

Born Naked… I have studied primitive religious and spiritual practices because I figured they would be “truer” to authentic worship and reverence than religious systems that were constructed in more civilized times. The later systems always had injections of politics and were structured to act as a system of control for a populace, rather than … read more

Primitive Practices

Visions and Paths When I first started working with the intrinsic energy that humankind possesses (magic), I did it through meditation and what I called “visionquesting.” I know that the term “visionquest” has a specific meaning to Native cultures, and I realize that what I was doing wasn’t truly going on a visionquest, but the … read more

Theistic Luciferianism

Radical Alternatives In a previous post, I described how I felt pushed out of all of the standard religious, spiritual templates I had attempted over the years, finding each antithetical for various reasons. But, fresh from my radical disappointment in things I once held in reverence, I had an empty space that ached to be … read more